

update.
update: I've been trying to be happy. No. I've been forcing myself to be happy. Is it healthy? Not in the slightest, and I'm so upset...


white walls
I sat down on the clear, plastic tarps adorning the wooden floorboards. Pulling my partially painted legs into my chest, and I stared at...


take my hand
Take my hand, so I can feel the roughness of your palm intertwine with the delicacy of my own. I lock eyes with yours and lead you across...


Warmth
I woke up from an anxiety attack this morning. I was shaking, my forehead and arms were covered with sweat. I don't know what triggered...


the end
For 5 years of my life, I have been in a constant battle with myself. For 5 years, I have been struggling with accepting myself for who I...


stop
You grab my hand and ask if I'm okay, if this, was okay. I nod my head and return your love filled kiss. Your tender lips travel down my...


cascade
I close the door and wait until it clicks. Put both hands on the side of the sink and turn on the light with nimble fingers, head facing...


used to
I used to matter. Used to. That's the key word. Past tense. It means I don't anymore. Why do I think this? People show it. They used to...


tired
You know, it's not fair. Life is not fair. I know that's cliche or whatever but it's simple. It's true. Some days I am utterly happy....


Skin
It's remarkable how each individual has a layer of porcelain, chocolate, olive. How it can all look the same, yet be so different. Take...